Decisions

God always listen to your prayer, only we have to be patient for the answer.

At the next chapter of my life I would say that this journey was the better part of my life. Before I can’t understand why HE gave those challenges that I had but now I clearly understand why HE GIVE IT TO ME.

My prayers were answered when I reach that stage of my life. He gave me lots of friends where they could understand me better. After all the things that happened to me I just SMILE right now and just laugh all the things had done.

All things that happened in my life, the tears that fell on my face were all worth it. I waited for the time there’s someone will appreciate me as what I am. It all happened when I finally met my special group. They embraced me; they hold me as their own family. They even trusted and loved me.

Walang kapantay ang pagmamahal nila sa akin. They were answered to my prayers, that before they came to my life, all the pain were gone. Tinuring nila akong “anak” na everytime I need their helped their on my side. There the one I waited forever. Hindi nila ako pinabayaan. Na lahat ng mga pagsubok na hinarap namin sabay sabay at walang iwanan sa ERE yan ang mga kaibigang hindi ako hinamak, hindi ako inalipusta, hindi ako ginawang tao-tauhan lang. ang laki ng utang na loob ko sa kanila, kung hindi dahil sa kanila siguro mahihirapan akong makapagtapos ng pag-aaral. Sila ang sandalan ko at nasasandalan din naman nila ako.

It all started in a simple forum in our 1^st year, and after that, nagtuloy tuloy na ang samahan namin. Masasabi kong the BEST talaga ang maging open ka sa kaibigan mo dahil kahit anong mangyari hindi ka iiwanan.

Everday I am very thankful with what I had. No more worries of being humiliated when I am with them. They always protected me for those who treated me bad. They were my shield when everything’s goes wrong. That’s what I am blessed, I knew them for a short period of time.

Now even they have their own family and own life they always assure that they LOVED me and that’s what I am dreaming of. Thanks for the forever friendship and everlasting love you just gave.

Thanks for being part of my life.

Thanks GOD for giving them in my life, for answering my prayers na kahit minsan I don’t understand why…

God may not always come exactly when you call Him but He is always on time.

Jeepney

Another story that I want to share is about jeepney.

Jeepney is a public vehicle which may help you to go in different places. And inside of it are the passanger with different personality.

Let me first ask you something, is there one point in your life that before you sit comfortable, you take a glance of the people or do you stare at people that catch your attention?

But before you answer that I want you to understand and analyze some situation that might affect your actions.

Kapag na babanggit o nakakakita ako ng jeep, isa lang ang tumatatak sa isip ko ang TAKOT.

Hindi ko maintindihan pero sa tuwing sasakay ako ay may kaakibat na takot sa dibdib ko.

Siguro para sa inyo madali lang ang sumakay sa pampasaherong sasakyan. Pero sa akin ay hindi. Maraming bagay o pangyayari ang hindi nating maiiwasan kapag sumakay ka sa jeep.

Hindi ko na realize na ang simpleng bagay na pagsakay ay mahirap para sa akin.

Sa simula pa lang na itungtong ko ang mga paa ko sa jeep ay na lingos na lahat ng mga nakasakay dito. Hanggang sa pag upo at pag-andar muli ng jeep ay nakatingin nasa akin ang ilan.

Hindi ko sila masisisi dahil kakaiba ako pero masakit para sa akin yun, kaya ipinapaling ko na lang lagi ang ulo ko sa labas para maaliw ako.

Maaliw ang isip ko na hindi nila ako tinitingnan at pinagmamasdan mula ulo hanggang paa. 

Mahirap mang alisin sa tao pero yun na tayo curious pero ang salitang ito ay nakakasakit na, lalo na kung sumosobra at nagiging judgemental na sa huli.

Na minsan ay nagugulat na sila sa oras na ipaling ko muli ang ulo ko sa kanila.

Naisip ba ng mga taong nakatingin sa akin na hindi lang ako ang kakaiba sa loob ng jeep na ito.

At maging sa pagbaba ko ay pagbubulungan pa nila ako. Gaano kahirap para sa akin ang gawin ito araw-araw.

Minsan nakakasawa na din bale walain ang mga nangyayari.

Pero ang nagiging lakas ko lang sa muling paghakbang ng mga paang ito sa lupa may kasama ako at katabi pa.

Si GOD….

God lets us go through hard times in life so that we may appreciate our blessings in the end. God is good always.

God said, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.

And now I understand why HE gave me this condition for you to know and realize who you are as a person. Are you a type of person that take a glance to the person with disability or the person that are not contented in just looking at him/her and worst staring.

I hope I could open your mind, which action you must do and someone might not be offended.

In every situation you must think first the feelings of other people.

We live by faith, not by sight." -2 Corinthians 5:7

Thank you and GODBLESS US.